“I was momma,” I said. “I was bawling my eyes out yesterday morning. Maggie thought something was terribly wrong with me.”
“Next time, call me on my cellphone if it would make you feel any better,” my mother replied. “I know that lonesome feeling. I can still get lonesome when your father is in the house. He’ll lock himself in his bedroom and talk on his cellphone for hours.”
“I bet I hadn’t cried since the day Rachel’s and my divorce was final over a decade ago,” I told her.
“What did Helen cook?” I asked her to change the subject to lighter fare.
“Helen cooked meatloaf and macaroni and cheese,” my mother replied. “It was a good supper. Your father is bringing you a big plate of food.”
Dad had told my mother that usually only men with mental illness problems cry like that and I scoffed when my mother told me what he said. I can’t ever remember my father crying, though. He was stone-faced even at his own mother’s funeral.
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